i'll miss you loads:(
I’m dying from coughing~
orientation started yesterday,i feel the excitement and superiority over the juniors!:D
was looking back at my posts from last year,orientation period and the beginning of school,thought some parts were rather interesting..
"my arms are sore from crawling on slippery soup(haha?!).
i love the songs and dances.i was in OG31.we lost almost all the games on the 1st OG game.but for the subsequent ones we won almost all of them!the first day everyone sian diao(yeahh).but i think through the games our group start to bond.we had OG dinner on thur and fri(love the dinners and the chitchat/games/storytelling sessions),was pretty fun.thank you people for making my first week of orientation so fun.(suppose to have dinner with og31 juniors today!but guess they still feel uncomfortable so they didn’t want to dinner together..haha.it’s been a long time since og got tgt)" feb 08,2009
"second week of orientation came and went...i survived...but it's gone now..no more orientation,no more slacking..life's gonna be back to normal,back to studying(HOW TRUE!:((().suddenly missing OG(yeah..orientation!)...influenced by oly...have to admit that i'm not especially close with everyone but the feeling of the whole group is what i miss the most,the togetherness.just wanna remember every single one of you.oly,sandra,waifoon,jieqi,yuchi,yuqi,nicole,
yihong,grace,yenjin,celene,jessie,eliza,melissa,zongxian,
basil,hengyang,melvin,binkun,huaqing,shengqian,
timothy,tommy,chaychoong,
zachary,zhenyu,wilford and of coz not forgeting our OGL marianne.got into new CT class 09S67.everyone was quite enthu and high,even paopao said so.and nice and fun CTL huijuan.we already know almost everyone in the group,there's only one nanhua girl in our class(lingzhuo!:Dshe totally integrated successfully into the class full of IPs),the rest either from high sch or ny.painted our flag,performed our item though didn't get chosen,it was really fun.war game was madness,we could well kill someone there on the field,it was so violent.we didn't win but it was a great experience.artemis is really really cool,being blue has never been cooler,i love the fac dance.artemis won CT games.campfire night was damn high,screamed like siao,think we rocked the whole of bt timah." feb 14,2009
"First week of proper lesson..stressed...lotsawork..lotsa deadlines...(first week is already that stressed?!==)PW sounds extremely scary(yes it is!but I miss it!)...GP is totally like LA==(only ten times more difficult!==).dying of lack of sleep.1 and half hrs of csc almost killed me with boredom(so I slept through this 1&half hr of jinyuan’s csc lesson for the whole year..).chem lectures damn fast,no time to think.chem teacher's damn cute and pretty.econs's fun(sure?..ok it is..but).got leong as econs tutor(HAHA),played game today,our group won!joined hangcheng but never go for any cca session.fac dance session on mon, tue and wed.love fac dance so much!!!coolest thing ever!!!starting to enjoy my class...lotsa enthu people!damn on about fac dance.we had our own class dance session today since the official one was postponed to next week.and we also practised during break!very few people turned up for the dance sessions,yesterday our class stayed back to practise even after we were dismissed.we just danced again and again,the music keep playing.(where’s the enthuness..)was so fun!!!class bonding too!(: love fac dance!!!dancedancedancedancedance!!!(YAY!wanna learn the new dance!)" feb 19,2009
"Orientation officially ended with the post orientation party(POP).we didn't win the fac dance competition,but in my heart we are still the winner,coz we tried(: No more fac dance practices..no more going crazy over fac dance in the morning,during breaks,and even during lessons...no more staying back late after official dance practice to dance again and again.no more fac dance,no more dance.i miss fac dance:( and i'll sure miss the times dancing and practising with the class,the bonding(yessss:((((). Through all the series of orientation activities,our class really bonded a lot.It so nice to be in such a wonderful class with a bunch of crazy,high and enthu people." march 01,2009
“this shall be an extremely short post.super busy,not a minute of free time since school started.
went tahan training on monday,it really lives up to it's name,TAHAN.一个字，猛！we climbed 23 storeys 5 times with sandbags and water bottles in our bags.thought i might die,but fortunately i didn't,and surprisingly i felt good after the training.maybe u'll think i'm crazy,but i just felt so good and happy after training,i love it.but the thing is..can i tahan for two whole years.(quitting tahan is a bigbig mistake,love-hate relationship is the best)” March 07,2009
it's amazing how friends all started as total strangers but can become so close as time go by..
anw i realise coughing is good for training abs,i'm having muscle aches from coughing too much~==
this is such a nice shade of purple!<3
sang too hard during worship on sunday even though my throat haven't really recovered.but no choice,how can you not sing when you are leading==..but i don't regret coz the wonderful experience i got far outweighed the sore throat.just don't cause another fever will do.lucky i withdrew from singing backup the coming sunday,if not will pull everyone down.looks like i've to 戒辣 for at least another 2 weeksT.T.
save haiti!so sad,it's like beyond repair and nothing anyone can do will salvage the situation..
ok i'm probably not making sense..
worship rehearsal was great today!i never realise we took so long,thought it was only 12+ when we ended,but it was 2pm!and surprisingly i don't even feel hungry!indeed,life doesn't depend on bread alone.there is the spiritual bread of life.
i'm just so happy to be involved in leading the worship tomorrow,i consider it a privilege.it's great to be able to serve in God's ministry,no matter how small or insignificant it might be.just hope that what i do will please Him and bring glory to him.hope tomorrow will be great,i'm prepared to be blessed and to bless others,God will speak to us through songs.just have to keep in mind that we are not doing this for our own enjoyment,not to show off our how great we can sing,play the guitar,keyboard or drums,but to bring glory and praise to God,hoping that the little things we do will please Him.
i cannot help but wanting to share with everyone how amazing God is,especially through this school network that i joined.if lydia didn't tell me i wouldn't know,how He brought me to the group and answered my prayers in His own ways and how he did not forget me even when i fall away.God is so sweet.and i'm awed by His divine timing and perfect grace.He's just too amazing.i'm just super glad that i joined the campus network,couldn't be thankful enough.the fact that God chose me out of all people by telling lydia is a re-confirmation in itself.there's nothing else i should worry or fear coz since it's part of His plan,he'll help me to overcome whatever problems that i might encounter.
tomorrow's gonna be a great day!(:
the meeting this morning was good.though it was my first time and felt weird initially,after a while it got better.everyone's nice and charis seems friendly enough(: at first i was quite worried about some things but after praying about it for quite long,yesterday night somehow i just felt this sense of excitement over the meeting and was even looking forward to it!God is amazing(: i really enjoyed the time and fellowship!it's just so nice to get together with people of the same faith and really share and learn together.i'm really thankful for God who showed the way and lydia for leading me to the group.it's amazing how all these just happen at the most 'right' time.again,our God is an awesome God!
i'll be part of the worship team singing for the service this sunday!!!yayness,i'm so excited and nervous!just so happy to be able to get involved and serve in the littlest things i can.
jealousy is a sin.it's the sin that i commit the most.i hope i'll learn to understand that i should not over-crave for human love and attention,coz none of which lasts.only love from God is eternal and unchanging.
Koped from sherm(: even the colours are the same..lazy to change,heh.
if i were a month, i'd be august.
if i were a day of the week, i'd be friday.
if i were a time of the day, i'd be 7pm.
if i were a planet, i'd be neptune.
if i were a sea animal, i'd be a dolphin.
if i were a direction, i'd be east.
if i were a piece of furniture, i'd be a bed.
if i were a liquid, i'd be hot chocolate.
if i were a tree, i'd be a maple tree.
if i were a flower, i'd be a lavender.
if i were a kind of weather, i'd be a rainy.
if i were a musical instrument, i'd be a cello.
if i were a color, i'd be pale purple.
if i were an emotion, i'd be compassion.
if i were a fruit, i'd be a strawberry.
if i were a sound, i'd be bells ringing.
if i were an element, i'd be hydrogen.
if i were a food, i'd be a mushroom.
if i were a place, i'd be vienna, austria.
if i were a taste, i'd be sour.
if i were a scent, i'd be sweet pea.
if i were an object, i'd be a camera.
if i were a body part, i'd be the eyes.
if i were an expression, i'd be a cheshire-cat grin.
if i were a song, i'd be I can only imagine, by mercy me.
i thought i'm going to die==
the amount of water i drank for the past 3 days was probably what i'll normally drink for a month..er ok abit exaggerated.
first time consulting a doctor in all my 9 years in singapore..and first time getting a mc!ahaha,so interesting!i've never even seen how a mc look like before.hoho
my plan to pon open house turn out to be not pon after all!i've valid reasons!hoho.and the previous night i dreamt of having a temperature of 38.1,then the next day i'm really sick!so this "dream come true"?!:O
What a csc lesson we had today! Most embarrassing but thought-provoking.
ly 真的是很有智慧的老师，只是我们无法理解。一位博士想了20年才想出来的一个道理，怎能期望一群还未见过世面的学子们在短短的一年内就体会到呢？
只是，很感谢ly，再次让我这么真实、深切地感受到了母爱的伟大。是，母爱是没有理性的。
just want to give my mommy a good life,nothing else matters more.
First day of school:happpie!
I’m bloated~
It’s super important to start the day right!
Wasn’t too enthu about school reopening, plus the lousy weather and the total waste of time on the first day AND the screwed math test(not that I care..).Nonetheless it was nice to see long-time-no-see people!and breakfast with bf definitely kills Monday bluezz!so it’s import to start the day right:D but I realize it’s not wise to have heavy breakfast!totally bloated to the max and feel like vomiting the whole day==.
Decided to use back my old super-bimbo-shiny-childish-girly-hot-pink pencil case!coz if not next time no chance to use liao,quite wasted. It’s so spacious,I like..hoho.
The air quality in school is sai,contributed by the mrt thing.wonder where will PE be and our module:D.
GP tutor is…never mind,we shall see.top priority for now is,sadly I&I!
hopes for this new school year:
1)be more ATTENTIVE in class!!!!
2)be more DILIGENT
3)stay FOCUSED and MOTIVATED
4)"STALK" the teachers
had new groupings for church school,i like my new class!still an all girls group with jiejie joey as the teacher,there are suppose to be 7 of us.but stella won't be coming to oasis often.i really hope that we'll be a very bonded group,and we can really share about stuff freely and grow together spiritually.
God is super great.i have been praying for about 2 weeks about my decision,ever since lydia asked me.when i didn't really get an answer,i planned to asked pastor or jiejie joey for their advice.but before i even opened my mouth to talk about it,uncle david asked if there's any such groups in school and people with the same faith whom i can talk to!it's really amazing how i prayed for an answered and thought that i didn't get one but then God put it right at my face,in His own special timing and way.uncle david advised me to try first,so well,i've finally made my decision,i'm just going to try and see how it goes.another thing is that i've been wanting to serve in God's minitry but haven't really got the chance/too shy to express my interest,but today uncle david asked if i play any instrument and told me i can play the keyboard or sing!he said to balance out with my studies also.ahaha.some things are just so amazing.
pastor gave me a book titled "the life you've always wanted"."i went to buy the book specially for you!coz i know you are special and God wants to use you in a very special way,i want you to hear His words!",she keep reminding me that i'm special,made for a special purpose in God.and the scriptures today reminded me again of the fact that "i'm God's beloved".
i promised pastor that this year will be different.i'm going to live it differently.i'm going to walk closer with God and really learn to trust in Him in everything,EVERYTHING.
my blog will probably turn into something super religious...hahah so people who don't find it comfortable,i'm sorry..hoho.but i'm going to include God in everything single detail of my life from now on.promise
shall start the year with this quiz which i did as the first post for 2009 as well..good for reflection.
Glad to see 2009 go? :
yes
Age turned in 2009? :
19
Did you change your hair in 2009? How?:
from bangs to fringe
The best part of 2009? :
time in china,orientation...(sad,compared to 2008,i've nothing much to say)
The worst part of 2009? :
pw,promos,tests,faccom interview..and all the disappointments.
Any new crushes in 2009? Who? :
no
Who will you never forget? :
hmm..
Who did you wish you did not meet? :
everyone that appeared played important roles in my life and i treasure them(same ans as last year)
Did you have a boyfriend in 2009? :
No
Did you fall in love in 2009? :
no
Did you catch someone in a lie in 2009? :
...
Did you call them out? :
...
Did you get caught in a lie? What was it? :
can't remember.
Funniest moment of 2009? :
many
Most embarrassing moment of 2009? :
forgetting my script for pw:(,faccom interview==
Did you take any vacations in 2009? Where? :
china at the beginning
Any new hobbies of 2009? :
no
Did you get a new job in 2009? :
no
Did you lose a job in 2009? :
no
Did you host a party in 2009? :
no
Where did most of your money go? :
food
What song will always remind you of 2009? :
i don't know
What do you wish you’d done more of? :
study and bond with ppl
What do you wish you’d done less of? :
slacking
Biggest achievement in 2009? :
passing promos==..if that's considered an achievement
Biggest failure in 2009 :
faccom interview== == == == ==,promos
In 2009, did you lie to miss a day of work / school? :
yes..
Did you move in 2009? :
no
Did you wish on a shooting star in 2009? :
i wished alot on my eyelashes..coz qianyi say it works..== (same ans)
What was your greatest musical discovery? :
i passed grade8!:D
What was the best book you read? :
only read one book this year.
What was your favourite movie of the year? :
a christmas carol..actually i can't rmember what else i watched
What did you want in 2009 and got?
nothing
What did you want in 2009 but didn’t get?
faccom,dance,better results..and alotalot more
Did you make-out in public in 2009? :
No.
What’s the ringer on your cellphone? :
a song from boys over flowers
What kept you sane?
hmm
Who did you miss?
dance,and some friends
Who was the best new person you met?
alot.
What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
a better cca
Did you drink too much in 2009? :
no
Your favorite commercial of 2009? :
it's christmas (coca cola)
Something you couldn’t leave home without in 2009? :
my phone..
How did you spend New Year’s 2009? :
forgot
Valentines Day 2009? :
orientation.
Easter 2009? :
church..
Halloween 2009? :
nothing
Thanksgiving 2009? :
Christmas 2009? :
church + K
Your birthday? :
not-so-surprised surprise celebration with dancers,mudpie!movie with bee,qianyi and tingting:D
How do you plan to usher in the new year?
ace Alvls
Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009 :
看开点
whao,compared to 2008,2009 is such a boring+sad+unfulfilling year.2008 was really a very very great year for me.guess 2009 was passing too fast,i didn't even have time to breath..
BUT,a brand new year is here,time to let go of the many unhappiness,disappointments,heartbreaks.from today onwards,happiness will rule!
realise i always forgot my new year resolution,coz i always have 10 of them and each of them was quite long,so this year shall cut them short.what's the point of setting so much but actually forgetting them.haha
new year resolution
1)be more PATIENT!especially with my parents.
2)before complaining about others,REFLECT on the self first.
3)always SMILE(: even when things that happen might not be pleasant.
4)learn to TRUST and have more FAITH.live by the verse: TRUST in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding.In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight. proverbs 3:5-6
5)and also, "let LOVE and FAITHFULNESS never leave you; bind them around your neck,write them on the tablet of your heart." proverbs 3:3
6)study HARD!
7)do not get so easily attached to people?haha
深呼吸，从今天起，微笑面对每一天！
Eighty-five times he's pushed his disabled son, Rick, 26.2 miles in Marathons. Eight times he's not only pushed him 26.2 miles in a Wheelchair but also towed him 2.4 miles in a dinghy while swimming and Pedaled him 112 miles in a seat on the handlebars--all in the same day.
Dick's also pulled him cross-country skiing, taken him on his back Mountain climbing and once hauled him across the U.S. On a bike.
This love story began in Winchester , Mass. , 43 years ago, when Rick Was strangled by the umbilical cord during birth, leaving him Brain-damaged and unable to control his limbs.
"He'll be a vegetable the rest of his life;'' Dick says doctors told him And his wife, Judy, when Rick was nine months old. ``Put him in an Institution.''
But the Hoyts weren't buying it. They noticed the way Rick's eyes Followed them around the room. When Rick was 11 they took him to the Engineering department at Tufts University and asked if there was Anything to help the boy communicate. ``No way,'' Dick says he was told. ``There's nothing going on in his brain.''
"Tell him a joke,'' Dick countered. They did. Rick laughed. Turns out a Lot was going on in his brain. Rigged up with a computer that allowed Him to control the cursor by touching a switch with the side of his Head, Rick was finally able to communicate. First words? ``Go Bruins!'' And after a high school classmate was paralyzed in an accident and the School organized a charity run for him, Rick pecked out, ``Dad, I want To do that.''
Yeah, right. How was Dick, a self-described ``porker'' who never ran More than a mile at a time, going to push his son five miles? Still, he Tried. ``Then it was me who was handicapped,'' Dick says. ``I was sore For two weeks.''
That day changed Rick's life. ``Dad,'' he typed, ``when we were running, It felt like I wasn't disabled anymore!''
And that sentence changed Dick's life. He became obsessed with giving Rick that feeling as often as he could. He got into such hard-belly Shape that he and Rick were ready to try the 1979 Boston Marathon.
``No way,'' Dick was told by a race official. The Hoyts weren't quite a Single runner, and they weren't quite a wheelchair competitor. For a few Years Dick and Rick just joined the massive field and ran anyway, then They found a way to get into the race Officially: In 1983 they ran another marathon so fast they made the Qualifying time for Boston the following year.
Then somebody said, ``Hey, Dick, why not a triathlon?''
How's a guy who never learned to swim and hadn't ridden a bike since he Was six going to haul his 110-pound kid through a triathlon? Still, Dick Tried.
Now they've done 212 triathlons, including four grueling 15-hour Ironmans in Hawaii . It must be a buzzkill to be a 25-year-old stud Getting passed by an old guy towing a grown man in a dinghy, don't you Think?
Hey, Dick, why not see how you'd do on your own? ``No way,'' he says. Dick does it purely for ``the awesome feeling'' he gets seeing Rick with A cantaloupe smile as they run, swim and ride together.
This year, at ages 65 and 43, Dick and Rick finished their 24th Boston Marathon, in 5,083rd place out of more than 20,000 starters. Their best Time? Two hours, 40 minutes in 1992--only 35 minutes off the world Record, which, in case you don't keep track of these things, happens to Be held by a guy who was not pushing another man in a wheelchair at the Time.
``No question about it,'' Rick types. ``My dad is the Father of the Century.''
And Dick got something else out of all this too. Two years ago he had a Mild heart attack during a race. Doctors found that one of his arteries Was 95% clogged. ``If you hadn't been in such great shape,'' One doctor told him, ``you probably would've died 15 years ago.'' So, in a way, Dick and Rick saved each other's life.
Rick, who has his own apartment (he gets home care) and works in Boston, and Dick, retired from the military and living in Holland, Mass. , always find ways to be together. They give speeches around the country and compete in some backbreaking race every weekend, including this Father's Day.
That night, Rick will buy his dad dinner, but the thing he really wants to give him is a gift he can never buy.
``The thing I'd most like,'' Rick types, ``is that my dad sit in the chair and I push him once.''
this video was shown during service today,it was really wonderful to see this inspiring video again.the video that ms teng showed me in sec2,it was this video that encouraged me and pulled me through my most depressed period.nothing is impossible,always believe and have faith.thank you ms teng,i can never be grateful enough for how you helped me.i'll never forget that christmas when i was all alone in singapore,without even proper dinner for christmas,you invited me in to share the meal with you and mum.you are truly an angel sent from above..
MERRY CHRISTMAS WORLD!
"christmas isn't christmas
'til it happens in your heart
somewhere,deep inside you
is where christmas really starts
so give your heart to Jesus
you'll discover when you do
that it's christmas,
really christmas for you!"
some people say,19years,there's still alot to live.
thanks but i've had enough of this life.
i wish for the world to end soon,sorry to those who love the world.
who can understand?
who can i talk to?
who can i trust?
nobody.
take me home to you Lord.
help me through the agony of this life
why are you,oh my soul so disturbed within me?
it's the time to rejoice,over the birth of our Lord
but what's wrong with me?
i just wanna be happy
there were much laughter,tears and sharing...一年来的难过和委屈,sorry can't control mysef..but it was great fa1 xie4-ing!hoho.
i'm tired of the things of this world.
"it's been a very long time"..she's right,i've been straying for too long,time to come back.
time and again you've shown me that putting hopes in man will only lead to disappointment,but i was stubborn.
i've learnt my lessons,for you alone is faithful and will always be there,whenever wherever.
great is thy faithfulness,you are unchanging.you are always there waiting for us to come home to you..
the cutest little thing!and she's almost standing on her toes without pointe shoes!
open my eyes that i may see,open my ears that i may hear..
as we prepare to celebrate the birth of our Lord Jesus Christ this christmas,help lost souls like mine to come back to you..
on this day,this time,9 years ago,i was on the plane with mommy!destination:singapore.
first time out of the country,leaving family,relatives,friends behind,to a place i've only heard of a few times.i was sad to leave the home i've known for 10 years but not afraid,coz i've mommy with me(: dad was so sad he didn't even send us to the boarding gate but left,almost running, as soon as we reached the airport without even saying bye,i was puzzled.later he told me that he was so sad we are leaving if he had stayed one second longer,he would have cried in front of us!haha.but finally all three of us are reunited after 7 years:D
九年只是一眨眼的工夫，
但九年足以改变一个人的生命；
新加坡改变了我们一家的命运。
感谢新加坡，
更感谢妈妈当年勇敢的抉择；
一个人离乡背井，
带着孩子走出了国门，
那是怎样的一种勇气？
感谢这位不平凡的母亲；
因为她坚定的信念，
那个十岁小女孩的生命
从此改变了
有太多人，太多事
是我们无法留住的。
辰说的对，
“有好多人
也许以后都不会再见了
因为我们都有自己的路要走。”
没有人会一直陪着我们。
在人生列车上
就是一直有人上
有人下；
大家都有着不同的目的地。
你也不会知道
身边的人什么时候会下车。
人生也许就是
一个人的旅行
孤独的～
我不适合这个世界
因为我不肯面对命运的安排
想相信
距离不是障碍，
只要心还在一起
就没有克服不了的困难；
但现实
一次又一次的打击着我的幻想，
也许，一切都只是梦
而我们不活在梦里。
人在变
世界在变，
有时候
想留住一些人或事，
真的很难，好累
厌倦了离别
为什么周围的一切
不能永远一样？
为什么要改变？
为什么有些人一定要走？
为什么越想奋力留住
却越容易失去？
为什么你以为有些人是朋友
但却让你失望？
为什么你爱的人
不是爱你的人？
为什么我要如此依赖？
为什么我不能面对？
为什么要活在这个痛苦的世界？
为什么世界是如此冷漠？
爱在哪里？
可以对我好点么？
是别人的错，还是自己应该学会
坚强？
一个人的旅行
我希望快乐
I LOVE chocolate log cake!!:D christmas is the time to EAT~
didn't went to see pastor,ended up she was waiting for me,the whole day!..but i thought she said she'll contact me again for the time.so i was waiting and waiting,and her sms didn't come so i thought she was busy!she said she was sad for the whole week coz i didn't turn up..haha.so now i'm seeing her on wed,no more miscommunication:D
congratulations to the two persons on their holy baptism today!and pastor had to remind me again, for the ten thousandth time that i was one of the first that she baptised..hoho.i wanna serve i wanna serve!
this is a boring post..i realise i always have alot to WANT to blog about but when i actually come here to write,i've nothing..== most of the time i can't remember what happened.
oh a stupid cat scared me just now,stupidstupid cat.i hate catsss.
So you would come
Before the world began
You were on His mind
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come
Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come
Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives
He will take them all
The power of the Word
The power of His blood
Everything was done
So you would come
It doesn't matter if you think you have nothing to give,or you are not perfect,God doesn't need anything from you,He has everything and He doesn't need you to be perfect;He just wants you back,as His precious child!~
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Matthew 11:28
(i realise more people are reading the blog than i know..)
not very nice pictures,but nice song..
it's the end of the year again..pastor's right,time to do a spring cleaning of the heart,soul and spirit.
went for service today,after like so long..around four months.so happy to see everyone,especially pastor!missed her..she wanna see me tomorrow~ anyway glad that i went today.missed the lighting of the first 2 advent candles.help me revive the true meaning of christmas(:
finally cut my hair..hmm not too bad,tried a new hairdress that mommy's student recommended.but it's super super super layered:( so it looks damn short when i tie up,and no more french braids for me for awhile!:(((
actually not much to blog about,since i haven't done much...
that's it for now!
but before that..
live the true christmas spirit~